I hate my brother...
Lazy, self centered, egoistic, disgusting, careless about other, cocky, materialistic, evil.
I even hate the fact that he is my brother.
He hit me. He has hit me before. Just then he hit me a couple times, and scarred me on my forehead. A couple of scar that are pretty obvious that I had to cut my bangs to cover it.
All my life I’ve known him, and not once he’s ever been a good brother. He doesn’t act the way a brother should. He bought me cell phone, laptop, and some other material stuff. But those things don’t even cover a quarter of his badness. I don’t need material stuff. Really. Money doesn’t make good people, it just make people feels good. Moreover, money doesn’t make a good brother.
Last Sunday was a point of no return. From then, he should know that he’s lost a sister.
When I was a kid, my mom used to tell me that since I’m an only daughter, my brothers will take care of and protect me, if ever my parents are gone. I was just a small kid, but I knew somehow,, that’s not what’s gonna happen. And know, I even know, I won’t let that happen… I’m not gonna give a chance for him to feel superior, let alone depending on him.
Anyone reading this may think that I’m exaggerating. But I really never heard any of my friends brother being so much of a bastard like my brother. Not that I think I’m the most unfortunate person on earth. If any of your family member is more horrible,, please do share.
The worst stories I’ve heard so far are about nasty aunts, criminal uncles, vile family,, but none about someone from somebody’s inner family. Doesn’t mean to self-pity myself, but when it’s our inner family, it sucks a hell lot more.
Why?
Well, you see them everyday, you live under the same roof, you even share bathroom with them. And while all those are happening, you loath them. You loath the fact that you’re closely blood related to them, that your mom is their mom. You’d so wish you never know them.
But there’s nothing you can do. You can dump a boyfriend, friend, acquaintance,, but once someone is your family, there’s nothing you can do to make them NOT a family.
I can’t continue fighting my brother, because the victim would be my mom. I can’t keep on trying to kick him out of the house, because it’s not even my house. I can only wish now, that I’ll be able to live on my own ASAP.
I need that.
