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I don't do fake smile and fake talk.
or so I claimed.

I have good laughs, I have lots of tantrums.
when I feel rage, I spoil it out.
when I dislike, I shout it out
when I'm happy, I'll flood you with so many happy aura, you'll get sick of it.

I don't fake things.
or so I claimed.

but it wasn't until recent that I meet moments with indescribable feelings,
not immense yet overwhelming..

and all I can do now
is putting up some jokes, some laughs,
some stuff that would hopefully hide all others.

what do I claim now?